Her new coming life

She no longer feels the sweet feelings that he brings when he shows up. Decidedly, the inner voice urges her to stop thinking about him anymore; conversely to what she really shows externally to him. Every day, she sends text messages in order to tell him about her daily life, any news about any matter concerning an engagement that might happen at any time. Her animated admiration, however, has never been exceeded by any other coming idea from his side; whether a secret date, or even a call. On the contrary, the fresh spirit, which was shining in every place she goes, has swallowed up by a deep hidden grief, and her admiration and affection towards him shakes the earth under her feet no more. Against all her inner struggles, She gathered herself up to face the new world independently without anyone's interference... Although she has expected that she will probably face things that cause her some hesitation, she insisted that there's no other way but that one. That She has to continue the long way....